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January 18, 2016 By Echo 11 Comments

Confidence Is A Three Syllable Word…

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Confidence is a three syllable word that I still struggle with.
Confidence is a three syllable word that I have no trouble saying, but a lot of trouble displaying.
Confidence is something that everyone should have, but a lot of people have trouble finding it.

Confidence is something that everyone should have, but a lot of people have trouble finding it. 

Confidence is a three syllable word…

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I am one of those people who have had trouble finding it.
I truly didn’t understand what confidence was until I entered my 30’s. Therefore, I didn’t even begin looking for it until then. I have always had low self-esteem and struggled to find my own self-worth. I am not going to dive deep into my past right now, but there were some very awful things that happened that really broke me down, devalued my self-worth and took away the confidence that I was born with.

Throughout school, I was always struggling to figure out who I was and where I belonged. I also put forward a very strong face and presence. People who knew me, but didn’t know me as well, may be shocked to find out that I was not as confident as I seemed. I used false confidence and faked strength as a barrier to protect the fragile little girl who was inside and outwardly, it worked. Well,for the most part anyway.

Now, in my 30’s, a wife to an AMAZING husband and a mother to two incredible children, I have realized that the false confidence that I have always hidden behind isn’t a barrier at all. In fact, it is an obstacle. A big obstacle that I am trying to overcome.

I have decided that 2016 will be the year that I focus on me and overcoming that false confidence, in order to find the real confidence inside.

I am seeing a psychiatrist and working on my mental self.

I am seeing a personal trainer and working on my physical self.

Yes, I am on anti-depressants, but I believe I need to be.

Yes, I bought myself some weights and a yoga mat, because I am serious this time.

I am spending more time on me and, I have to say, it feels good. It feels damn good!

I am hoping to find more confidence in 2016 and to feel better about myself. If you have any advice or suggestions, I would love to hear them!

How do you find confidence?

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I write about my kids, I love, I cook, I drink coffee and I laugh, because, in parenting, if you aren't laughing, you are probably crying.

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  1. Kendall Patton says

    January 18, 2016 at 6:05 pm

    Echo, this sounds wonderful for you. I wish you much progress, strength, and loads of confidence. I also offer hugs and understanding.

    As for a suggestion, this may sound weird, but I once took many many pictures of myself (not your typical selfie) to build confidence, while also working on other parts of my life. Many thought I was being shallow and conceited, but I had a Real purpose. If you’do like to chat about it, just send me an email or FB message. 🙂

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  2. Leanne@crestingthehill says

    January 18, 2016 at 8:39 pm

    Good on you – it took me until I was 50 to focus on my own self-confidence. You are 20 years ahead of me so you must be doing something right! I wish you all the best as you discover who you truly are and embrace that 🙂

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  3. Kristen says

    January 19, 2016 at 11:36 am

    GOOD FOR YOU! Guess what? You are WORTH it! I hope you find some peace and happiness this year, and of course more confidence. It’s inside you…time to let it out!

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  4. Jen says

    January 19, 2016 at 3:25 pm

    Yay for Echo! You go girl! I think spending time on ourselves like you are doing is time well spent!

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  5. Jules Ruud says

    January 19, 2016 at 9:31 pm

    I’m right there with you, Echo. I have been struggling with insecurity my whole life, but I’m bound and determined to gain confidence this year. I’m here if you need anything. This is our year!

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  6. Brandyn says

    January 20, 2016 at 6:42 pm

    Go Echo!! I have also struggled with confidence my whole life, and I totally get the false confidence thing. Me to a T. It is so important to truly know ourselves and find that strength. You have a great plan in place and it’s great that you are taking those steps to help find that confidence. I need to get back on track with my search as well! I wish you all the best!

    Thank you for sharing with us at #MommyMeetupMondays!

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  7. Tamara says

    January 21, 2016 at 3:48 pm

    I’ve started exercising. Me! And Yoga is next.
    I love that you have a personal trainer. I think that’s wonderful.
    I think you’re wonderful.

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  8. Carrie Bowers says

    January 23, 2016 at 8:40 pm

    Great read! I need to focus on myself but it is hard right now with a toddler and an infant. I think I come across as being confident, but I’m really not and I need to work on that. Thank you!

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  9. Lowanda J says

    January 24, 2016 at 10:05 am

    Way to go Echo! I think we all suffer from a lack of confidence in some point in our lives. Continue to build on your strengths and realize the good in all you do. Good luck and 2016 is our year!

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  10. Jana says

    January 24, 2016 at 1:11 pm

    Wow. It takes courage to share a post like this. Thank you. And yeah, if we could only all have a bit more confidence to share like this. Thanks for linking up with us at the Best of the Blogosphere Linky Party! ~Jana from http://merlotmommy.com

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  11. Savvy says

    January 24, 2016 at 6:15 pm

    I’ve always struggled with confidence too. I started getting more confident in my 30’s after I had some career success and met my husband. It wasn’t until just recently – I’m 53 that I really started to feel confident. I can say yes and no confidently, not just because it is what people expect of me. Good luck to you.

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